blood cover + band daydreamin

had the house to myself today aheehee so i sang a bit.

mann i really wish i couild start a band. honestly i probably could if i didnt already have so much shit going on in my life...... i run a zine fest, i sell my art, i have a partner and im looking for a job. just too much going on already. ive literally always wanted to but the problem is theres like 80 things ive always wanted to do and i feel like trying to do them all at once is a Bad Idea. my dad is in a band and im so jeaous all the time!!!!!!

my current plan is to keep doing the art dream until i get sick of it and then move on to music. i think as soon as i make something im really proud of ill be happy. or not! we'll see. i dunno. even just having a jam band would be fucking incredible. the other problem is i only sing, i don't play any instruments and i'm kinda not interested in learning. i've tried and im just not very good at it? ahghgh. but gerard only sings and his band is beloved lol. so maybe i could just sing too.