I ache and yearn for her every second of the day

"Weren't we the stars in heaven? Weren't we the salt in the sea? Dragon in a new warm mountain. Didn't you believe in me? Yeah you held me the whole way through, when I couldn't say the words like you, I was scared Indigo but I wanted to. I was scared indigo but I wanted to.." 

We were the stars in heaven, we were the salt in the sea. It felt like a dragon in a new warm mountain. She did believe in me. She was there and loved me no matter what I did, I could ghost her for months and she would take me back in open arms. She held me the whole way through trying to work on my mental health. She was ok with being gay. I wasn't yet. When I couldn't say the words like you. I miss hearing "Mi amor." I miss you more though. I was scared Indigo but I wanted to, I was scared Indigo but I wanted to.. I was scared to love. Especially another woman. I was so scared of it all. But I wanted to. I did. I miss you. I hope your ok wherever you are. I love you. I still do. I miss you Indigo. I miss you.