My Anti Crush 💕💋

*sighs* im all alone as per usual...

It seems that all of these inconsiderate fools cant seem to understand my high intellect...

Soon they'll all understand. They'll pay. Heh

Guys I say that because I'm at the school college career fair in the cafeteria ALL ALONE 😭😭😭

I'm in orchestra and tbh I like orchestra except THE TEACHER FRIGGING GETS ON MY NERVES LIKE HELL OH MY GOSH. He's a band teacher and low-key this is his 2nd year teaching orchestra and low-key can a girl live without being told to shush??? Like PLEASE give us some practice time cause we'll look at sheet music and be told to play and know it instantly and yes this is hs orchestra but I haven't touched a violin in like 3 years!!! 

Anyway this morning I was tweaking out because I saw this guy's story and it was like "manifest the goth baddies to please come into my DM's" and like "I need a goth baddie who won't manipulate me" and his note was "fine goth shyts wya" like shit up. SHUT UP. I FUCKING HATE THAT HITCH OH MY GOD HE IS SUCH A PICK ME AND HE IS SUCH A MALE MANIPULATOR IT MAKES ME WANNA CRY. 

Low-key I met him like at the beginning of this year and already he gave me weird vibes LIKE HIS EYES SCARE ME. He got that blank stare LOWKEY he looks like the kind of person you'd meet in a fever dream. And like his humor consists ONLY of sexual jokes and just straight up being mean like hell be like "hahaha your dad doesn't love you" and yes I know that can be funny BUT NOT IF YOU ONLY SAY STUFF LIKE THAT OVER AND OVER AND OVER. Like hell just attack whoever he's talking to like this one girl who's gay he'll j be like (indirectly but obviously to her cause they sit at the same table) "all gays are going to hell" or "burn the gays" and he's j a straight guy who once agains humor consists OF JUST PLAIN ATTACKING. 

Not to mention the weird amount of sexual jokes he would say ALL the time "I'm gonna touch you" and he'd say to my friend "I wanna put a wig on you oil you up and lock you in my basement and clap those cheeks" and like WTFFFFTF. Low-key just TALKING to him I felt violated like omggggggyg.

And another thing that fricking pissed me the fuck off is the fact that he's always make EVERY GOD DAMN CONVERSATION ABOIUT HIS MEDIOCRE SUB PAR AT BEST MUSIC TASTE. Like any moment he got her just flaunt be like "OMG MF DOOM is my idol I loveeeeee his music" or you'd be like saying ANYTHING and he'd be like "OMG is that a TV Girl reference?" And you'd be talking about like fucking World War 1 and he'd be like "Pantyhose??? I love that song!!!" Like stfu S T F U. ANY CHANCE HE GOT ITD JUST BE EITHER MF DOOM OR TV GIRL. IF YOURE GONNA FLAUNT YOUR MUSIC TASTE AT LEAST HAVE GOOD MUSIC TASTE.

And as of recently some drama occured between him and my friend and he stopped talking to me cause of it?? Like girl what. Anyway it's not like I mind but be so fr rn.

And not to mention his gf broke up with him and for WEEKS he was posting Abt it and was/maybe still IS trauma dumping to all of his friends non stop and like if you only joke and talk shit and then start TRAUMA DUMPING THEYRE NOT GONNA WANNA KEEP LISTENING. Like ERRGGGG it annoys me AND I DONT TALK TO HIM. Like he'd FOLLOW HIS FIRNDS AROUND SCHOOL J TO TRAUMA DUMP AND HE WOULD SHOW IP IN CLASSES AND TELL THE TEACHER HE NEEDED TO TALK TO THEM, NOT ONLY THAT BUT HE FOLLOWED HIS EX AROUND AND DID THE SAME TO HER. And on all their insta notes they're literally asking like please stop talking to me. And yes I feel bad but he's just been a jerk to everybody so it's not like I feel that bad but I'm praying that this'll change him for the better?

But anyway I gotta stop hating and start getting back to my orchestra so byeeee