Tell me how I got this far

Tell me how I got this far
Praying for my Father
Every single night
Also, after I pray for my Father
He answers my prayer
And it makes me feel so happy
To have my prayer answered
By my Father
I know that I should think first
About me
Also, I should look after my health
It is very important to do for me
I could never leave without health
I still have good health Father
Also, I am not that young anymore
Because I already lived
My younger days a long time ago
My father I never smoked or drunk any wine
Also, father I made myself a promise
That I will stay sober
I never feel like a drink of wine
The smell of alcohol reminds me
Of hospital
Yes, this year is almost over
I can hardly believe it
Next year I will celebrate my 30 years of poetry
I am looking forward to that