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i dont have the same litteracy skills as u frenchtoastmaker so this mighjt seem disjointed, ignore that.
Manifestation is real and its evil i can tell you that much. I know the song is a joke but cuffing season is REAL. every time it starts to get cold outside i start thinking about alex which is the most annoying shit ever because as handsome and funny as this man is he is the so strange, there is so many bad habbits he has to grow out of. i know we all have our vices but his get to me more than the average person, and i think its because i know him so deeply and know who he could be. Ola says i should tell him but i think he needs to figure out though someone else, not me who has known him since he was 4.
I messaged him about a week ago about seeing him on a college advert and we had a short chat and then did not talk for the next week, i was a bit upset as he would usually ask to see me and that was my subtle attempt at reaching out. he was home for the weekend and i was sick so i couldnt of seen him anyway but i thought he would atleast ask. he didnt and that was that. I had a feeling after the summer he had cleaned his hands of me of me. oh well.
and then i had a dream this weekend about him. i cannot remember what happend just that he was there, and i told my grandma, she said he will message me, as whenever she dreams about someone it means they did too, i really wonder if this is true, because yesterday he asked me to come stay this weekend.
dreams are evil, i shouldnt but i will because i love him teehee.
also the last arcane episodes are out this weekend so that will have to come first hehehehehehehehehe
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Frenchtoastmaker
ok first of all cuffing season is so focking real I literally start getting nostalgic over like the cringiest people >o< I just need to imagine SOMEONE holding me at night :'(
second of all.... things always align in strange ways. I can't believe the picture of him on the college advert could've been what sparked it.
I really want to believe that he's not even messing you around, like.. he might even be aware of his issues, and maybe that's why he avoids commitment? :(
I think you have a point about someone needing to tell him, but you can't just hope that that happens... unless you're tryna manifest it. But be carerful with that. And also if you were to say it then he would know how YOU feel and know that by changing he could obtain a gf and maybe that could motivate him.
maybe
also i rlly hope the thing about dreams being reciprocal is true. Because I dream about a LOT of people man. I miss a lot of people.
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so many times ive dreamt and then they come, has to be tru, also yeah i just dont think alex is very self aware unfortunately. hes tall n attractive so he gets away wiv it with most casual women im assuming
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dayum. I'm gonna send a ghost to his bedside tonight Christmas Carol style to lecture him about his shortcomings. :(
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