wtf. (third entry i think?)

okay idek if ive been publishing all of my entries so far, but anyway

also sorry if this comes out sounding egoistic but my bsf (SPOILER) literally told me that she hates my ass 

my bsf was calling me, and i texted her not to call cuz i couldnt at that moment, and to send me a voice message instead, because i dont feel like calling.

Girlie told me "well its hard to explain it text so just call me"

"Just record a voice message"

Called me like 3 times more, and then finally sent some

"Girl, i hate you and i love you at the same time. Well this guy on snap told me that he likes me and i dont know what to respond with but youre too late cuz you dont care"

Like excuse me?? Im just gonna ghost her atp cuz idk what else to do. Im like 99 percent sure that i have adhd, and she keeps complaining about how much i interrupt. Like, sorry i cant help it, and she knows that i suspect having adhd. 

And before you say "oh you dont have adhd youre self diagnosing thats not valid" Im like really sure. I have alot of the symptoms, i know that my brother has it, and ive been asking my parents to get it checked constantly. My mom says that im just deficient in some vitamins

anyway i got a little offtopic. 

But idk what to do, can someone help me??