I hate you ’cos I loved you

I hate you ’cos I loved you

Once again, I am convinced that a strong feeling can only be born from an equally strong feeling, just the opposite, an anti-feeling.

Where there are no emotions, where indifference is like a surface of water in a calm, neither love nor hate will appear. But strong feelings jump from spectrum to spectrum, retaining only the strength, but not the meaning. Respect breeds envy, admiration → despise, gratitude → malice. However, these feelings do not tend to move back to the positive sector, instead they simply dry up over time, returning to an indifferent zero.

And a person who has experienced all this variety of irrational transitions simply gets tired of such roller coasters, and in the future tries to avoid any strong feelings, preferring to them more weak, inert and therefore balanced ones.