night owl

i feel like i can think the best during the night.  maybe it's because everything is quiet, and there's no one around to ask any questions, or cause any trouble.  i like being alone, i think i always will.  sometimes i think i like being alone too much.  like when i'm alone, i'm my truest self.  and how can anyone ever really know me, if i can only be myself when i'm alone?  it's a mess, believe me.  but i'm not sure there's any remedy to self isolation, besides socialization.  and i'm always more than full of that prescription.  i just get so tired around people, always having to put up this front.  but it's not even on purpose.  it's just automatic.  i can't help it.  does anyone else feel like that?