I HATE HYPERMOBILITY SO MUCHHH

I have jhs or joint hypermobility syndrome or hypermobility. My joints are flexible, causing joint pain, joint stiffness, flat feet (causing pain walking long distances), knee pain, easily getting injured, taking longer to heal from injuries, bad posture and back pain. It's so annoying. 

Any longer than 10 mins walking and my feet hurt, just simply walking or running can cause me to twist my ankle so badly I can't walk, it hurts to bend my knees, it hurts my knees to stand, it hurts my back to sit down without support for my back, the list goes on. 

According to Google, there's nothing i can do because apparently mobility aids like crutches to take the pressure of my knees and feet MAKE THE SYMPTOMS WORSE!!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK??!?!?!?!?! 

I'm so tired of going through pain daily by just living, it's torture. I just want something to help me walk, a cane, crutches, a walker BUT NOOOOO, I CANT!!! IM STUCK LIVING IN PAIN FOREVER!?!?!?!?!??! I JUST WANT A MOBILITY AID PLEASE IT HURTS SO BAD I HATE IT SO MUCH ITS NOT WORTH THE COOL TRICKS I DONT WANNA BE DISABLED I WANNA BE NORMAL AND PAIN FREE OR AT LEAST BE ABLE TO USE SOMETHING TO HELP