Y'all must be magical

I just spent all day tryna figure out how to customize things on here. Not because of the coding, I'm actually doing just fine with that. It's the fact that I have no idea how to actually make anything look pretty.

It feels like I've been cursed to stay in the same inescapable cycle:

- find pretty pictures and gif 

- think "wow, these are gonna look so cool and awesome and pretty together"

- actually put everything in (like the big brained tech genius i am) and save

- check profile and see that they do not, in fact, look pretty together

Now, I could just use one of the premade layouts on here. My friend actually asked me earlier why I wouldn't just do that. But I'm already too invested in figuring this out to back down now. Maybe I'm doomed to always have a dogwater profile. Maybe this was never meant to be. But still, I will continue to suffer to my last breath if it means I get to look super cool and super awesome.

Even if i have three essays due by tomorrow.

Satire (kinda)