I forgot Abt this website [11/19/24]

spacehey got banned on my schools computers so I havent been able to use it :(((( but life update yayyayayyaya!!!! I got diagnosed with OCD, so that's been very interesting. my birthday is on da 25th so ayyayayayyaya. Im low-key scared of my life, if that makes sense. idk what's gonna happen, but I hope its good. I've been getting into more arguments with my bf lately, and its really upsetting me. I feel like it's all my fault, and idk how to control my emotions. idk ive just been upset a lot lately. agggggggggaagaggga and I'm like constantly scared for my loved ones and its been very exhausting D: I'm just like always thinking that my loved ones are hurting themselves, especially the ones that have struggled with SH and ED in the past. idk I feel like nothings getting better ayayyayayya