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Honestly, I don't even think anyone would actually "love" me. Yeah, boys in my schools know me as a "s1ut" and why? cuz I have big b00bs, yea ofc it sounds disgusting but TRUST ME, it hurts, it really hurts, knowing the fact guys only know me for my body, I have a good persona, but guess what? it doesn't matter to them, they js know me as a "hot body' or "s1ut" and I hate it. I js want to be truly liked for once..at least for once, but that never happens. I get sexualized for everything I do.. even when I'm js drinking water.. I'm sick of it.. I hate it.. I'm js a object to them.. my persona, my talents, nothing matters to them. All of sh1t made me think I'm never capable of receving "true love"..after all, I'm just a s1ut right?.
I'm i just a object?
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i_amclandestine
it is easier said than done trying to ignore it, burying the issue alone must be hard, i hope everything is going well. youre cared for, and very loved.
finn
sorry if i came a little late, ive only just started going thru blogs!
as i have never experienced something like this, im not entirely too sure on what to say. im sorry that u have to go thru with this moot. and to answer ur question, no, u are not an object. infact, no woman should be seen as an object. its like saying men are wallets and we only want their money. but i get it, men nowadays seem to be sexualising women a lot and ive seen a lot of cases like this. its very distrubing and gross and it sucks to have a bigger chest and have all the men talking abt u. please talk to someone at school or ur parents, i know theyll listen to everything u have to say <3
love is very hard to find, yes we have bad relationships but that doesnt mean that u WONT find the love of ur life. it takes time to find the one and it takes time to fully trust someone and open up to them. one day ammy, u will find someone who will treat u right, i know i have.
please dont let their comments get to u, u are NOT a slvt or an object. actually, who even needs men? (the lesbianism is taking over sorry)
Thank you so much for understanding 💗 you're completely right. I'm also kinda healing now, trying hard not be affected by their opinions and views about me cuz they don't matter to me, they're nothing for me :). Also you're right, who needs men? I might just date a women whom I can relate to. But again, thank you so much for understanding :)
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I can relate to this . I've been lot of times judged for my appearence and hobbies and put aside so many times because of it . You're are not a slvt . They should be your slvt . They're beneath you, and only true slvts can say such things . Boys are boys, i'm sorry to tell you this harsh truth, buit men will always find a way to sexualize you even when you did nothing ! AND NO MATTER WHAT . the world is wide, and a lot of crazy insecure people are living in ( especially men) . if you accept this, and weaponize it to your own success, they'll shut it . and anyways, everyone secretely loves slvts . They're scared of how much power you have over them, so they're trying to put you down. You're just too gorgeous . so much that it makes them insecure and trying to bring you down and brainwash you to believe this . they're a slvt for you . Never take a man percepion for yours . you're better than them.You're a queen . And they're your btch or to be more precise, they're a btch for you. You're a woman, be proud of it, you have something that they'll never have.
OH MY GOD THANK YOU SO MUCH
💗 you're completely right :3 these situations have been really hard for me, it affected me mentally.. but as you said, their opinions shouldn't matter to me and the real slvt is them, I'll keep it in mind! :) they don't matter to me anymore, I'm trying my best not to be affected by them.. so yeah.. I'm kinda healing now, and again thank you so much💗
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Th3s4US
YOU ARE A PERSON and im pretty sure you are really pretty person, both inside and out. i would say "ignore them they dont matter" and its true they DONT but it does matter what they are saying about you!. Please, go on and talk this with someone you trust or confront them. Or, if you want (i dont really recommend this one) punch their lights out. Yeah is really violent but if they dont understand it with words they might understand it with fists.
Lol that just might be it! :3 it has been difficult for me to handle those situations but I try my best to ignore them and dgaf about them, though it's hard but I try my best, and maybe someday my violent instincts will wake up? Lol. But thank you so much for understanding my situation :)
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kittyink
they dont matter ammy i dont know how much youre going through but youre such a sweet person♡ we cant control how our body works it sucks i also have a bigger chest and it makes my uncomfortable i dont like being around them :( sorry idk how to comfort people i hope it will get better 4 you ammy ♡
Yeahh you're right :)) I js felt insecure cuz it kept happening to me :< but thank you so much for understanding my situation, it has been difficult for me :)
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