Why do people ignore me?

I'm just screaming into the void but honestly the day since I've turned 10 it feels like my life has lost all significance to other people, relatives don't talk that often, my friends start drifting away after a month, and it feels like people in general don't enjoy being around me anymore. I know my situation isn't even that bad but it's like I'm not worth the hassle anymore, please don't give up on me yet, I promise I'll do something with my life. I have my entire life ahead of me please just stay with me, I need someone who wants to grow up with me, I want someone I can love who won't make it feel wrong anymore. Call me selfish but I'm so done I can't take anything, I'm giving up on myself. What's the point of transitioning anymore if I'm just gonna grow up too scared to change anything. I'm still just a kid, I know I don't know everything, I know my parents love me but I wanna feel like they do, I can't tell myself things I can't believe anymore. I can't convince myself that I see myself getting better, I don't even see myself waking up tomorrow until it's already happening. I hope and I plead that someone I know will want to talk to me. I know they care but I'll believe it when they show it.

TLDR:I'm scared people don't care about me anymore now that I don't do things for people.