heya need yalls advice and shit

well lets begin that this situation is fucking childish and im annoyed over it 

my best friend had a birthday party like two saturdays ago, i was supposed to go but i got sick and just not mentally doing well (tried to self explode)

ofc, i let my friend know around 4 hours before the party started (btw there was like 9 ppl invited, 7 people showed up)

TELL ME WHY 

this cunt got so fucking mad at me, and idek why 

broski wont stop talking shit about me for what

like on the monday, i gave them their fucking £21 gift and they tried to throw it away, disrespctful much (the other person didnt came, but my friend accepted their gift)

and the worst thing is, they wont talk to me 

(2 weeks later now)

i asked a friend to ask them wtf ive done wrong and they wont tell me because i didnt ask them myself; EVEN THOUGH I DID, THEY LEFT ME ON READ FOR 2 WEEKS, ASKED THEM TODAY AND THEY STILL LEFT ME ON READ???

like wtf you want from me you dickhead 

funny thing is, they wont talk to me about that situation ABOUT ME AND THEM

but is okay with talking to other people about it???

like you are a fuckin joke 

what didnt you like? me? the gift? sorry babes ill juat reschedule my fever a week after your birthday party you absolute knobhead

i lowkey think that they were waiting for the right time to shit on me and now they are making a huge scene over smt so small 

aAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA someone slap em or smt how braindead are you

"they could be just really upset" wouldnt you be more upset over your bestie almost pulling an isha from arcane than not come to ur birthday party. smh

advice? they are making ppl hate me and idk what to do lol