just abt life

I used to write a lot but I don't really anymore. I used to write storys with my best friend which isn't my best friend anymore, we created like different series of story's one of them was called the Christmas miracle, it was weird but when I look back I actually did something with my life but if I'm not hanging out with my friends all I do is go on my phone. school sucks and I hate waking up early its like the same every day and I'm bored of it I get up at 7 get ready for the day sometimes I eat in the morning usually I don't because then I feel like I'ma throw up, then I leave for school go to school then either I hang out with my friends after school or just go on my phone, its boring. its sad to see my screen time go up by so much. ngl I don't care about my screen time or anything but its just sad to see that I don't do anything else with my life. all I care about is my family, friends, and Tokio Hotel. I started listening to Tokio Hotel the summer of 2023. I really care abt Tokio Hotel even tho they don't know who I am I feel like I connect with them and I love them so much. my TikTok, insta, facebook, and all other apps are filled with them. I have like 2000 photos of them in my camera roll and over 20000 videos saved of them on TikTok. my whole room is filled with photos and posters of them and I am even seeing them in a concert in montreal December 2nd! and I'm so excited so see them. tokio Hotel makes me feel better and there music helps me a lot. my love for that band is infinity. I'm currently writing this in my 4th period family studies. I have work to do but I don't feel like doing it so I'm doing this instead. I'm really struggling with English and I have no idea what to do in that class and I have a 66% in that class which is pretty good in my world but I think my mark should be a little higher. anyways Im going to try to write something everyday here so maybe it will help me explain my feelings and thoughts more.