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i would say i have been struggling with ed since i was 12yo. but only recently it got really bad. first it was stress eating, and now its just lots of self hate. i hate eating, it makes me cringe co hard i hate it. but pespite all this hate i don’t want it to stop. I dont want to be weak. and i wont be weak. just by looking at myself i can tell that i can afford not eating for a few days. i just need to be more consistent. im so tired of being fat. if i can’t do it, it means i dont hate myself enough. i will reach my goal weight
my experience with ed
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bia ( ◜‿◝ )♡
I know it's hard but don't be too harsh on yourself. I used to be obese and i developed atypical anoxrexia with the same mindset you have abt your body now. I know you'll probrably just ignore what i'm saying just like i did when i was younger but the life with any type of anorexia disorder os fucking hell, i can say that from personal experience, i was never able to reach my goal weight even starving my self and the horrible way i treated my body only made it sick instead of thin, i have a bunch of illness now bcs of this shit. Being fat it's hard and i get it, but please, stay strong, don't let others get into your head saying stupid things abt your body. Our physical forms are meant only to keep us alive in a functional way, they are not here to satisfy the sick beauty standards our mad society have. Don't starve yourself pls, your body do so many things for you, don't treat it like trash just because you don't like the way you look. If you need to vent you can dm me at anytime, stay safe
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mia.
omg amy, ur blog is like, totally relatable but also kinda triggering? ikrrr, i'm going thru it rn too, but like, way worse. my bf just ghosted me after i spent, like, 300$ on him for his bday and now my best friend is talking shit about me behind my back. and my mom keeps nagging me about chores. i'm so stressed out i haven't eaten in, like, two days and i also failed my bio midterm. it's not even the grades tho, it's the principle of it. and my cat keeps shedding everywhere. i just wanna disappear. i'm considering dyeing my hair neon green to cope. idk what to do anymore. it's just too much. srsly, life is a mess. i need a vacation. or like, a sugar daddy. or both. lol. but fr tho, sending u vibes.
very real about the sugar daddy. GIVE ME MONEY!!1
by AmyArtz; ; Report
very real about the sugar daddy. GIVE ME MONEY!!1
by AmyArtz; ; Report