Rambles 002

Hihihi everypony! 

This is just well, you know, a ramble about stuff that's been going on in my brain and such..

I've been thinking a lot recently, (this sounds real familiar to my rambles post) and I think I might be a therian? I'm not too sure, but my body just feels wrong when I think about the fact I'll never be a wolf :( It seems almost stupid, or silly but its the same feeling as gender dysphoria when I really think about it. 

There's just  something so freeing about the existence of a wolf. The idea of it. It would be so much easier, I'd be so much happier, if I had paws, and four legs, and  fur. Only with simple goals, simple outcomes.

Or even just a dog.

There's a yearning, deep in me, to be anything except the body I'm currently in. Something that's so tempting, so utterly envy provoking of just being a wolf, curled up against another, sleeping under the stars.

I'm happy to be a human of course, to be a boy. Its just that I think I'd be happier as a wolf :(

Putting this on favourites only because one of my IRL's doesn't like xenogenders and therians... x(