Me

Ever since middle school i've always been questioning my sexuality, am I a lesbian or am I bisexual? 

I've never exactly been able to know and I still don't know how to know. And sometimes I genuinely want to know because it does mess with my head sometimes. But there are moments where I'm like "no I'm a lesbian" but then every now and then i'm like "no I'm bisexual" but then that quickly changes to the idea I'm a lesbian. My friends think I could be in denial, which yeah maybe I could be.. am i? Oh my god I can never figure my shit out. I mean.. I could be bisexual with a higher preference of liking women.. but if that's the case then why do I still argue with myself about it?? Idk if that even makes sense. I don't know how to figure this whole thing out and I know I don't need a label but I would like a label. God this is so so confusing and i've been confused for years. If I am bisexual then why can't I just accept that? Why am I fighting against it so much??