Vent-blog 1: Rememberance. (archive)

One always goes back where they where happy, i am not different.

in this case i went back to my hometown for a little while more, im mainlly seeking the peace after a series of bad and poor timed incidents have happened, this time is about parental issues, and a overall disgust of how my father is.

he is out right the incarnation of incompetence.

I am to not be like him when the time comes that i must be an old man.

i really dont want that, by the love of god not.

Outisde of that, i wanted to come back to my hometown to also seek myself again as in recent times i have felt out of my own being, consumed by the events and their echo inside my mind, making me feel ill.

due to stress, i have been eating more than what i should and fell to tobacco consumption, i am quitting the later whith more ease than the first, but i am optimist to the future, i see myself free of tobacco by the end of the year (and some pounds less too) sadly that might make me lose the muscular mass i have gained in the past 2 months...

As for now my focus has changed on life as i need to re-adjust my plans for what is to come in the future and be aware of the risks that might be present in it, with a main focus on making myself a betteer person more equiped for what i will have to face all by my own.

To whoever reads this: i wish you luck in life too. (this bulletin will be achived in my blog)

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with all of that said i will post interesting stuff that happens in my life and interesting pictures of where i used to live, also pictures of my pets and so on, also making some vent-blogs in here even if a very finite amount of people read it.

whoever follows these posts, i am thankfull for your attention to my ramblings.