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The Loneliest Games in the World

This topic has been on my mind a lot lately, so here's a list of the loneliest games I've ever played. I hope you find them as interesting as I did.




Yume Nikki is a game where no matter where you go or what you do, all you have is yourself. No one interacts with you, follows you, or even acknowledges you. There are beautiful sights to see, but none of them are yours. There are homes to visit, and communities to discover, but none of them are yours.

Trapped inside of your room with nothing to occupy your mind but dreaming, you begin to wonder if your room, your bed, your chairs, or your dreams are even yours anymore. There is something so comforting and welcoming about the world of Yume Nikki, and something so deeply disappointing when you've explored the whole thing, seen everything sight and found every item, and you feel exactly the same as you did when you started searching: like you've found nothing.

There is no experience in Yume Nikki worth drawing from or remembering, nothing makes any sense, nothing fits together. Everything you like about Yume Nikki is invented entirely by you, you're wasting time by projecting your own views onto a meaningless world.

And in that sense, it is a touching story about what it feels like to be afraid of the world.


Undertale is the exact opposite experience of Yume Nikki. There is always a character guiding you along the way, supporting you on your journey. You always have someone by your side.

But there's a twist.
They all want you dead, they just don't know it yet.

In Undertale you play as a human who falls from the human world into the underground world of monsters. After collecting seven human souls, the monsters can break the barrier trapping them in the underground and finally go back to living on the surface as they did in ancient times.

You are the seventh human to fall into the underground.

It's been so long though, that most of them don't know what humans look like anymore. Everyone talks about how excited they are to leave the underground, how they can't wait to be free. Through all of this you know that their freedom will cost your life. Or more accurately, since you're the player, by beating the game and returning home, you will be the reason their dreams never come true.

This, combined with the fact that every character who journeys with you finds out you're a human and either tries to kill you or decides they can't travel with you anymore, results in this painful loneliness, a desire to be accepted that no other game has been able to instill in me.


Hello Charlotte EP2: Requiem Aeternam Deo -  Hello Charlotte Episode 2 revolves around Charlotte's high school life. She's the most beautiful and popular girl at school, but her school is far from ideal

Charlotte's classmates all lack faces. They have static gaping holes, or melting bodies with the exception of her friends Anri and C. C is bullied by the melting students, and Charlotte defends him whenever she can. Anri has insanely bad attachment issues and obsesses completely over Charlotte's every action. Charlotte spends too much time helping C? Anri gets angry at her. Charlotte focuses on Anri? C comes to class battered and bruised.

Her only break from this would be her home life... if she didn't live with mad scientists and aliens. None of them understand human emotions and they're all far too busy working on their experiments to pay attention to Charlotte. She does what they ask to help out and tries to check in on everyone, but it's obvious they're all just humouring her. They're not being rude, they're actually very polite, but you can tell they're very surface level conversations, and they end quickly.

This game has a lot going on, more than I can put to words here, but it's not just lonely, it's completely isolating. This game is what it feels like to watch everyone else in your life live freely while you try to just manage everyone's expectations and get through each day. Every choice you make is the wrong one, and there is a happy ending for everyone but you.



I hope you enjoyed the post! Thank you for reading!


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White_Milk

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I remember playing Yume Nikki when I was younger and I enjoyed it so much I often mimicked it when I was left home alone but, I recently played it again not too long ago and I didn't enjoy it one bit.
Maybe I just wore nostalgia glasses when I wanted to play it or maybe when I was younger I was easily entertained since the "Outside" was something I wasn't allowed to experience- I really don't know but, I'm glad people still enjoy it even if I don't <3


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That makes so much sense I could totally see the magic disappearing as you get older. I feel like Yume Nikki isn't really a game that's fun it's more about how you engage with the story that isn't there

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not_ian

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For some reason i love those introspective games, they feel like im reading another person soul [hope i wrote it right]. havent heard about Hello Charlotte, def gonna check it now.


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Yeah, it feels exactly like im existing as another person for a little, it's a nice feeling. Let me know what you think of Hello Charlotte if you play it

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I sure will! Ive bought it on steam actually. Will play it on my freetime this week :p

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