Mascaraw sensory issues

I have a love-hate relationship with mascara

It's soo pretty when applied, but the sensory feeling of it mmmh... 

I don't know if it's supposed to be like that or what, if you have any recommendations about a mascara that doesn't provoke sensory issues or weird feeling tyy

Kinda controversial but I luvvv spider lashes, it's so aesthetically pleasing @_@!!omg

But...I think I can't puull these off myself, due to what I said earlier

Kinda sad but whatever, I luvv seeing it on grwm videos, or people in general

But not so many people do these :'(