as it were

just a bit tired recently, my friends birthday was today and i just finished her card.

i was invited to go, but she suffers with a few things and i was unable. im not upset about not going, but i am sad that i missed her birthday, it wouldve been the first we spent together.

shes been a good friend to me for quite a while now, and i adore her immensely. i do hope she gets better. i hate seeing her suffer. it makes me sad. but to know shes still here is enough to balance it out.