Losing my mind over music LMAO

As much as I keep forgetting to post on here and actually make a blog, fun fact about me, I love emo bands, I always have and I've been trying to get more into it because for some reason a 10yr me kinda just looked at MCR's Teenagers and thought "THIS IS FIRE!!! BUT IM NOT GONNA SEE IF THEY HAVE OTHER MUSIC FOR SOME INSANE REASON!!" and saw the community like "THIS IS COOL BUT I CAN'T DO THAT CUS I CAN'T" So no we're here making up for lost time.

I don't know how I managed to find this band, I don't thinkkkkkkkk it was like recommendations but like it was somewhere, I think Reddit is what caused this. They're called Esme and I fell in love with their Failure said the Critic and Bullets, My Only Weakness. ONLY PROB IS MY ONLY LIFELINE FOR THIS BAND IS THIS YOUTUBE ACCOUNT MADE BACK IN 2008 AND THEIR OFFICAL WEBSITE IS MYSPACE. HELL, WIKIPEDIA DOESN'T HAVE A PAGE ON THEM, HELL GENIUS DOESN'T HAVE THEIR LYRICS, THE ONLY OTHER INDICATOR THAT I HAVE THAT THEY EXIST IS FUCKING LAST.FM AND THEIR LINKS TO "DOWNLOAD" SONGS ARE DIRECTORS TO OTHER WEBSITES THAT STILL DON'T HAVE IT.

It's a hellish cruel world we live in, i should have been pilotting my mother from the womb to download songs, put in a flashdrive and hand to me in the future.