there's this guy i hate so much. i try to tell him to go away but he won't listen. he's disgusting and makes me uncomfortable.

There's this guy who's in my 1st and 3rd period class. i started talking to him during 1st period because i needed a partner for my project, and my friend was absent.

so i asked him, since he sat right behind me. he was pretty nice and he gradually began talking to me more. not a big deal right? until the only thing he talked about became his desperate need for a girlfriend. or how he was too fat to get a girlfriend. how he's too weird and creepy which puts girls off. or how he thought i was pretty and "different" from the other girl's he's talked to. i think he likes me. he tries to walk to me class and tries to show off his arm muscles to me. but i can never reciprocate that because i'm lesbian 

he talks to me about how he needs a girlfriend. every. single. day. i think that's gross and weird to just dump onto some random girl. i don't know how to react to that so i usually tell him that he'll find someone some day. i'm getting sick of him so i've been pretty mean though. 

although i don't like him, i guess he does. my 3rd period teacher let us choose seats. he came up to me with all his stuff and just plopped down next to me. i wanted to sit somewhere else but at that point, all the seats were full. 

he comes too close to me. for example, today, i tried to ignore him. but even though I did, he just stood there, for an entire minute watching me. zooming in closer onto me. I could smell his breath, as he was breathing heavily and loudly. i could feel the warmth of his skin on my back. his eyes staring intently at me, up and down my face. it made me want to throw up. so i told him "why the fuck are you looking at me so creepily?" he was taken aback and said that all he had was a question but "decided to watch me because i was focusing so intensely."

he could have just tapped me on the shoulder. why did he have to stare at me so disgustingly. i dont want to feel someone's eyes stare me up and down, so close to the point where i can nearly feel their touch. 

later in 3rd period, he asked me "why are you in such a bad mood?" i just told him "i'm not in a bad mood. i just don't like you." he started muttering to himself about how he's creepy. so i agreed with him 

"yeah, you are creepy." 

"excuse me?" he laughed, but seemed offended despite being the one who suggested the idea.

"i said what i said. you are creepy." and i moved away. 

even after all that, he still tried to talk to me. i was fixing my hair in my phone camera in the last few minutes of class and he came up to me to ask "are you taking a selfie?"  as usual, he just stood there, watching me. intently. the way he looks at me is almost lustful. he looks at me as if he wants to absorb my every move. so i said "no. i'm not. i'm just fixing my hair." 

i've tried to ignore him. i've tried to tell him to scoot over. but he doesn't. he just comes closer. and closer sometimes. other times i just tell him to shut up. and i'll glare at him. but he thinks it's all a game. as soon as i tell him to move further away, he'll only encroach upon me again. when i ignore him, he just laughs and stands there, watching me. 

every time i try to tell him i'm not interested in him, he thinks of it as a joke. i'm so sick of this. he's disgusting.