☆funny shit ngl☆

♡☆Music kids who are about to give up, stay here☆♡

So I was just venting by typing a message to my alt Discord account because it's midnight on a Friday night so ofc I'm awake, but for some reason no one else I actually talk to is. Since I can't share my fucking story with anyone because my friend didn't answer my call, I guess I'm posting it here for whoever wants to listen.

This can only make a good pairing with Lithium on Nevermind by Nirvana because for some reason I ironically sent the damn message on the fucking "beat drop" or whatever it's called (I'm too tired for this shit) of the song, so yeah lol.

Basically, I was venting about my crashing fucking music career and shit, but there was just one revelation I made and the message reads as such.

"I'm complaining, but the other half of me is proud to be a trashy fucking reject rockstar. And I would never wish it upon anyone else ever."

Can anyone else relate? I could give up now. I should've given up by now. But the amount of fucking passion it takes to push me through my depression here and still even make a half-assed attempt to grind through my music career has to be admirable. I mean, it'd be admirable to see someone else fucking do it.

I mean, as much as I'd hate for anyone to go through this, what I'm trying to say is, if you don't push through this, you might not have enough for the struggles. But you can at least try to grind through this before you gtfo.