dirty paint pallet

you are everything lovely in the world, its stupid but you're when water color paint bleeds onto a plain canvas or like when the sun hits something sparkly and it makes little light orbs around the room, wind chimes too. the really pretty ones with those metal hummingbirds on them, you're how it feels to look at the sun through stained glass or hearing melancholic piano keys, warm lighting and those pretty flower lamps. I wish it was easy to tell you this and not have to blog about it and still feel stupid or embarrassed, someday I'll be able to speak without shame or sugarcoating things but for now I'll just hide how I feel until I'm sure. you're so beautiful beyond appearance and I hope my words will hold enough weight that you'll believe me when I say it to you, someday.

ultra mega big huge sigh

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