Executive Dysfunction

What am I doing?

GET UP

You don't even know what day it is

How is it already the 15th?

The year's almost over?

What have you been doing this entire time?

I don't know.

Dissociating

Drinking

Laying and sitting in the same spot

Bingeing shows and movies I've seen more than I can count

GET UP

You're just lazy

Oh so you're only getting up to drink?

Go shower!

I can't, I can't stop watching TikTok's to make time pass

Go eat!

I can't, I can't stop watching One Piece out of comfort

STOP MAKING EXCUSES FOR YOURSELF

Now I'm stressed and overwhelmed

So you're just going to sit there?

Yeah.

You know we stink right?

Yeah.

And you're okay with that?

No.

So why aren't you getting up?

I don't know

I want to

But I can't bring myself to,

I can barely even bring myself to keep moving forward,

But I'm trying, right?

I haven't completely given up,

I just can't bring myself to do anything.

So it feels hopeless?

Yes.

What should we do?

I don't know, I never know.

So I guess I'll continue to sit

Okay procrastinate away

I'm trying my best

Are you?

I DON'T KNOW

I just want to lay here... yanno?

(multiple real conversations that happen in my head)