I’m so tired

I’m tired of being people’s second choice. Like pick me or nicotine it’s not even fucking funny anymore. My friends got suspended during the college fair in my school yesterday. The school police officer and the assistant principal snuck upon them in the woods where they were vaping/ smoking and caught them. I had told the friends not to go because they were missing information about college and if they got caught that would be on their permanent record, but they didn’t listen and now all eight of them are suspended for three days. IM SO DONE WITH THIS!! ARGHHHHH!! Ugh. Why don’t they pick a non stupid coping skill. Like wtf. And they’re back today and the first thing they say to each other was “Can I hit your new cart?” Like bro you were just suspended for this exact thing. Are you stupid or something? And the fact that it was the first time you saw each other in three days is incredible like how??? And now they’re skipping class the day they got back. To do what you ask? TO SMOKE. Idk.  I’m just so fucking done with their shit.