꒰13/11/2024꒱DIARY #1 ✩‧₊ (party photo dump and realizing ppl are amazing)

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okey so this is the third time im writing this bcs i kept deleting it on accident D; anyway im just doing this as a sort of diary to blog my daily life and put picturesssss

So yesterday i went to my school graduation party (im not graduating yet but my friends are)

its not like your usual usamerican prom dance, here in argentina we usually do it outside the school, in a club or smt and ppl get drunk and listen to guaracha basically :P

i went to a friends hose first to do the pre-party (??? LA PREVIA idk how yu guys say it) and she made a drink with vodka and strawberry ice cream that was SO good i got actually drunk for the first time in my life :p

it was weird, i dont usually drink or go to parties like this but i had a good time with my friends!! (apart from some dumb lesbian issues bcz im a dumb lesbian)

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i also really liked saying hi and hugging ransom classmates like they were my best friends bcz we where all drunk, that was really wholesome :3

when the alcohol effects died down i got pretty bored untill the foam came in, i fucking loved the foam. i literally sumerged in a pile of foam. it was amazing

i got home at like 5.30 am and i had to go to P.E. class at 8am to deliver an assigment D: and i got reaaaaly stressed bcz i havent finished it i barely got like an hour of sleep and also my social battery was totally drained, i truly didnt want to talk to anyone ever and i wrote that in my notes app

i cried a bit and then went to the class, i was the only one there and the teacher told me the assingment WASNT for today lmao

then a relatively new friend of mine showed up and we just sat there and talk and then when went to eat PEBETE Y JUGO BAGGIO (reference picture below) at the park while we waited untill it was time to go to school

it was very nice, we talked a lot, i love making new friends :3 

and they gave me a gerard way sticker!!11!!!

school was boring (as always)

and then i got home and it was my moms birthday dinner!! it was very nice my grandma's bf was there and hes awesome

and there anothe friend of mine whe never talks about personal stuff texted me bcs she was having some personal issues and of course i got worried but i was happy that she felt safe to text me about those stuff wich she never does

 i woke up really tired of socializing and with that crippling urge to completely isolate myself from anyone bcs i felt like a piece of shit, and  i cried a bit but as the day went on i realized my friends actually like me and trust me!! (shocker, ik) and just people in general can be very kind :pp and i remembered how alone i was a few years ago and realized i really need to valorate more the friends and social life i have now, even if it sometimes drains me bcz being lonaly was way worst, isoliting (idk if i spelled that correctly english isnt my first languaje) yourself is not good

ppl are amazing, love your friends, you will find your circle, friendship is magic and all that mlp shit!!!!!!11!!! 

im goin to sllep now, hope you had a good one and i will probably keep doin this kinda posts and art dumps and other stuff on here, 

if you read all of that shit i love you, send me a friend request!! :33 

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