ugh. (vent?)

just as I was FINALLY comfortable with my identity. of course. this ALWAYS happens. back to square one ig. gender questioning, again. I dunno, sometimes I feel feminine, then now I suddenly feel more masculine. like, really masc. but I also feel slightly enby/feminine. but mostly masculine?? maybe like, genderfluid or something, I dunno. it's okay though, I guess, means I can say i am Dave without feeling like i dont deserve the title.