Info on me + lost

My name is Andreas or lu whatever you wanna call me. I'm 17 and about to graduate high school, I'm unsure about college but if I do attend it will most likely be history! I would describe my style emo (very different from my account) . I listen to all kinds of music so if you have any recommendations go ahead and tell me or dm me ! I don't mind anyone talking to me or flirting u guyz are cool! I'm currently getting tested for autism and other shit , I suffer from depression and a little sh habit but I'm recovering not to vent . I don't know how I feel about high school, I mean I suffered 4 years here and every year something happened that ruined me , love is confusing i had i suppose situationships and then lost some friends. I feel like I wasted high school staying in , I mean there's nothing to do here and I don't have friends. I didn't want to waste these years but I sadly did, I did nothing . I know I'll regret it once I graduate but what can I do? I'm a loner , I'm scared of interactions. I think that's enough info for now. Hit me up whenever