I want his friend!

Before you think I'm a asshole, I'll explain exactly what happened below.

Basically I met a boy two years ago who had the same circle of friends as me, the boy was cool, he made music, he was funny and he knew how to talk, but I only saw him as a FRIEND. He basically fell in love with me, but it just wasn't reciprocated, and I always showed that I was uncomfortable with it, but he refused to see the reality

So, knowing this story, let's get to what matters, one day, it was a friend of mine's birthday, I wanted to celebrate something with her, so I thought about calling this boy to help me.we decided and went to a bar, then a nightclub, then the BOY I FELL IN LOVE appears. At first I didn't pay attention to him because I wasn't paying much attention, and due to some misfortune in life I ended up with the weirdo I met first (ok that still torments me) because he's not my type, he's weird sometimes and that ends up making me ICK

Weeks passed and then we went to celebrate the birthday of this boy that I ended up kissing, but hours before going to his house with my friend, I randomly met the boy that I'm really interested in. He saw me from afar and I saw him, the first thing I did was wave and give him a hug... I never appreciated that moment so much, it was from then on that I started to notice his existence and become interested in his ways.

to that boy I kissed, a week before his birthday I had an argument with him, to affirm that we were just friends, but as always, he freaked out, blocked me and made a song for me (ok I didn't expect that). But since he refused to believe that I didn't want anything to do with him, it didn't help much.

NOW COMES THE BEST PART

at the birthday of this boy I kissed, the boy I'm interested in, had some interactions with me, even took me on his bike (I will remember this forever). From this group of friends, one of them was hooking up with my friend, so he ended up telling her that this boy I was interested in WAS CRAZY ABOUT ME, so I almost fell over when I found out about this.

Now I had liked his stories and he also liked mine, but I don't know what to do, I WANT TO TALK TO HIM, I DON'T WANT TO WASTE TIME!!!. I really wanted him to bring up some subject, I also don't know what to do with the boy who likes me and knows it's not reciprocal.

I'm afraid he'll try something against himself or get very sad (even though I've already said I didn't want anything)

So that's it, I really want to talk to him, start some conversation, but I'm terrible at that, I wouldn't want to approach him first either, he's also a tattoo artist, I'm in loveeeeeeeee