The World Is a Vampire ~

Yk, I might be in love with the idea of being in love, but not being in love for real... does that make sense? 

I'm too broken to be with anyone, unless u like some1 who's gonna be completely obsessed with u... 

Not in a weird or toxic way, tho... more like in a "lemme call at 4am so we can yap about nothing" or "lemme send u cat reels bc i have no other ways to say how much ily" yk? 

I used to have that, but I lost it, like everything else in my life that was good and pure... 

I'm ofc chaos 24/7 and I hate that :( 

Stuck in a situation where: If I do something, the world will collapse, and if I don't do it, the world will collapse... 

So, I just sit around and wait, linger, in this weird limbo that I call my life ~