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Why sis wverythin so complicated? Why do i have to feel like thai? Cant everyone treat me like i treat them? Why does fitting in have to be so difficult? I cant even talk to my mom,i love her so much but sometimes it feels like we are on two completely different plabets!! She shaped me in so many ways right and wrong but sometimes i feel like im inadequate, im the worst daughter in the world and that she hates me. I feel eevn worse knowing i cant even relate to my mom,ive known her all my life and no matter how hard i try its never enough,o just want her to be happy if anythint,thats all,even if it meant me having to leave home and never return..