college life :/

i’m starting to think college just is not for me tbh… which sucks bc i really love learning !!!! but the environment is truly is so rough and not something i can manage :( i’m hoping to at least land some dead end job somewhere so i can still make money until i can get my shit together and get back to college. 

my dumb as bricks professor and college won’t allow accommodations that would be actually useful too and it’s driving me nuts like do you want me to fail or what’s going on :’| i’m still young so i’m hopeful but like ughhh college sucks! why are courses required for a degree! i won’t need public speaking to be a therapist! why does college cost so much money! what do i even do when they get rid of fasfa!! i cant afford that! i hope i find a good job that isn’t just part time at least