i am simultaneously online and disconnected

it makes no sense, does it? on one hand, i’m on my ipad constantly, but on the other hand, i don’t post on my accounts too much. heck, i don’t even use social media besides like youtube and discord. yet i’m still on the internet constantly. and surfing and shit. looking at eye candy for my autistic brain. autism autism. so much of that damn autism

also ngl pasting the layout code and then having it appear when i tap on the eye icon is SOO satisfying and it never gets old lawl