!!CW BLOOD, MILD GORE!!
this
is a little embarrassing to blog about, but i wanted to show my
progress since i started making art digitally ^_^ i'm definitely still
learning, but i want to look back and see how far i've come. i hope this
can help any beginners who might feel insecure about their art!! lmk if
you have any questions or anything.
don't
mind the everchanging signatures, i've posted on multiple platforms
using multiple urls or even blogs (in the case of my tumblr account). i
promise i'm not stealing anyone's art, i'm just indecisive lol
also!
the timestamps on these are dubiously accurate at best. i'm relying on
social media archives because my file dates got really messed up when i
moved devices. digging up all my old art was surprisingly difficult T_T
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first
installed procreate!! i didn't really know what i was doing, and i used
it like i would traditional art because overlays, noise layers + other
fancy functions confused me (in my defense, the only other digital
program i used up to that point was chrome canvas on a touch screen computer monitor. yeowch!!!)
(~feb
or march 2021) nice background! but all the empty space is a common
theme. i struggled and fought with that lineart and profile... i
remember watching a
creepshowart video when i made this...
also the file was totally lost
for a while because i deleted it everywhere and only found it on THE
SITE WHERE I USED TO POST MY FANFIC.
(~march
or april 2021) this is. sooooo hard for me to post publically. even
though it's also been on The Fanfic Site for almost four years. yes
voltron was my first fandom. yes i'm ashamed.
visible here are the typical quirks of an early digital artist: hidden hands, NO FACES (?), and the procreate syrup brush.
(~april
2021) my first tumblr post!! got really inspired by spicymochi's stuff.
mayhem_art was my old url for everything :3 very nostalgic
(~may
2021) another tumblr post!! uwaghh this is so hard to look back at
because i can see how hard i was struggling. don't like the shading now
but i'm still proud of it overall ^_^
(september
2021) an instagram post of Eloise, one of my old OCs O(∩_∩)O still
struggling with shading at this point, kept teetering between using a
graphite or round brush for lineart.
you might also spot a URL CHANGE!! i've kept the "rain" part all this time hehe

(~nov
2021) a little birthday gift for one of my friends!! i remember posting
it and being really happy when they commented on it :3
✧・゚: *✧・゚:* 2022 ✧・゚: *✧・゚:*
this
was THE YEAR for my art. i was posting art online regularly, and i even
made some tumblr friends (´▽`ʃ♡ƪ) i had proper inspirations for my art
and i could finally set goals for myself. sharing my art was fun, and i
started to make lots of it (this really helped me grow and learn!!)
getting
hardcore into the jojo's bizarre adventure fandom also really helped my
anatomy and style develop. they really don't lie that show makes you
better at art AND gay /j

(feb 2022) fnaf fanart! you can see me trying out overlays for lighting here, like i did with my friend's birthday gift.

(april
2022) uhh yeah. i don't know how this happened either. but using
multiple references, following a tutorial for the lighting, and learning
about line weight variation definitely helped. i'm still super proud of
this one!! wouldja look at that blending.....

(july 2022) this marks the beginning + evolution of what i used to call my "swaggy art style," marked by my use of the
funny haha brush!
i had lots of fun drawing and got inspiration from everywhere around me.

(aug 2022) PROPER CROPPING AND COMPOSITION? A COORDINATED COLOUR PALETTE? A NEW STYLE AND BRUSHES? WAHOO!!
this piece and its multiple redraws have been my tumblr icons since it was first posted. i'm really fond of it (//´◡`//)

(nov 2022) getting tumblr mutuals
really
helped my progress, but don't be fooled, i still rarely did full-body
drawings (and whenever i did, they would look stiff and awkward).
you can't see it very clearly, but my current url is in this picture :D woohoo!
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unfortunately,
i was in a bit of a slump around this time. i felt like i hit the
ceiling and couldn't make my art look how i wanted. i think every artist
goes through these periods, usually because they're neglecting a
certain part of their art. in my case it was anatomy. odd anatomy
affected everything: my sketches, my lineart, my shading, and my
motivation.
the
important thing is that I GOT THROUGH IT!! it took a long while and was
a frustrating one-step-forward, two-steps-back process, but one i
completed for the most part. i'm actually still working on it, to tell
you the truth... but what's being an artist if not a Constant Process?

(jan 2023) this post actually went a little viral hehe. first post of mine to break 1000 notes! i was really happy :3

(feb
2023) around this time i went through a phase of trying to cover up all
my mistakes with hatching or messy lineart. it isn't obvious here, but
you can see it where their shoulders are pressed together and in their
hands.

(mar
2023) see what i mean about the anatomy? the shading looks nice and
dramatic, but it's held back because i didn't know how to shade the
face, hair, or clothing.
this is a redraw of my fnaf fanart from 2022. you can really see how far i've come (*^▽^*)
(may
2023) AHH I LOVE THIS ONE!! it's my tumblr icon! the facial proportions
are a little janky, but the art can really shine because there's
minimal shading and maximum style~
around this time i dropped the funny haha brush in favour of 'scratchboard' from the
sinix brushpack AND I NEVER LOOKED BACK!!1!11!!!
(aug
2023) my first art fight! really got a chance to work on my anatomy and
shading. i was still stuck in my cell shading ways and allergic to soft
blending, a thing that is Kind of Crucial.

(oct
2023) a wee post from my spider-man blog. more anatomy struggles, but
you can see that i'm starting to struggle less d(^_-)b

(dec 2023) put all my knowledge to the test when i made new years gifts for my tumblr mutuals!
ahh you can see the confidence in my lines... NO MORE CHICKEN SCRATCH! NO MORE HIDING BEHIND HATCHING!!
that
catches everything up to now! i'm blending softer, paying more
attention to anatomy and accurate shading, and trying out new brushes.
my progress was far from linear and is far from over. this doesn't even
begin to account for all my traditional studies, sketchbooks, paintings,
etc.
art
isn't fast or easy most of the time, and your progression might look
totally different from mine. i made this archive to map out my own
journey, and i wish you luck with yours ♪(^∇^*)
i hope this helped someone, look out for the 2024 entry soon !!
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YOU DREW ALL THESE URSELF?!
WOWZERS!!! ITZ SO EPIK!! ☆*: .。. o(≧▽≦)o .。.:*☆
THANK YOUUU i'm really glad people like my art :33
by rainsoms; ; Report
OFC!! (★‿★)
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v1kkis1xx
Holy SHIT!! The progress is absolutely phenomenal!! I really love the FNAF redraw. Defo captures shock n fear! :3
thank youu (≧∀≦)ゞ
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