lonely... need to yap about Jaws again

I feel so aimless in life tbh and like. not sure what to do about it... the loneliness doesn't help either, and it's making me feel so isolated from everyone and everything. where is everybody? I'm just a guy who likes to yap and be silly about my favorite horror movies, but my discord friends feel like they're growing increasingly distant... I know it's unrealistic to hope that they'll be online more often especially cause some of them have jobs and stuff, but I can't help but wish that either they were available more often or my college semester would start already so I could have something to do.

also the Jaws (1975) hyperfixation is real and really not fun sometimes... all the sequels suck and there is so little fanfic. I even tried to watch close encounters of the third kind last night for its connections to Jaws but it was so ass oh my god. only made me feel my hyperfixation more intensely... also the novel is shit what the hell. I wish someone had warned me before I read the free sample!! it's literally so so bad. sigh.

anyway. hoping for friends that want to yap about saw, jaws, jurassic park, etc, or just listen and I'll listen to their horror special interests. if anyone reads this and wants to talk, hmu.