mmmmhhhhnnnnnfffffff

if john price has a million fans, then i am one of them. if john price has ten fans, then i am one of them. if john price has only one fan then that is me. if john price has no fans, then that means i am no longer on earth. if the world is against john price, then i am against the world.

I HAVE SPOKEN MY TRUTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(every time i migrate to a new website i get 5% less scared of being perceived and proceed to act even cringier. that means im free though so gives a crap haha)

no but i do love john price. i started my cod obsession with könig (thank you pinterest for everything) and i never sort of got the appeal with ghost.. i like him a LOT more now but i still hate the way people make him out to be big bad wolf daddy alpha. simon ghost riley is nothing but a war dog ok.. he bites he needs guidance he is scared of letting people in. he is nothing but a man and people shouldnt make him anything larger than that. ANYWAY. back to john price meow meow meow meowwwww. 

price on the other hand is the guidance ghost needed he IS the hand that feeds he is judge jury and executioner (in his own sick deranged brain of course.. not that his boys dont agree with him HAHA). ive always been a little silly in the head but it solidified in my brain once i realised that i desperately need him to be my dad. genuinely. seriously. its weird and it'll probably shoo some people away but its whatever i cant control how i feel about this old man ok.. its hard (IM hard. LOL. is that joke allowed on here). honestly his image in my head literally picked his canon self up and chucked him out of a window a long time ago. i like how in the original mw games hes brutal but in the reboot theres something about him that feels a lot more calculated. like yeah sure he has blood on his hands but who doesnt.. its how he is going around putting the gun in other peoples hands too (mhmhmhmmmmm kyle gaz garrick...) and hes pushing and pushing and pushing and pushing them until they break and rewrite their own moral code to fit with his. to me he is simultaneously both the sweetest most loving most perfect family man alive and at the same time the most deranged unhinged cruel unloving monster on earth. does that make sense. i think i just love him so much that even if he was evil it'd still make sense to me and it wouldnt change how i feel about him.

(dawg i sound INSANE... this is why im doing a big research project on parasocial relationships LOL.)

anyway xoxoxoxoxo i loovue jhon proice.. he my dad fr ong fax no printer.. heres some art i made of him even though hes so hard to draw..