everything its coming into place. im scared

hi. so this is what i been up to since the last post. im 20 now. im meaner than ever. i went to being incapable to eat to eating everything and i dont know how to stop. the year its finishing, I passed all my subjects at my main degree and got accepted into the engineering school i ever wanted too, so I'll do both things next year. it incredibly scary. its not like i think i wont be able to handle it, i am, but it seems so. huge. i dont know. i think its way too much. well, at least gor now that im more free im finally enjoying having nothing to do, i used to hate it. by the other side, im fixated on someone but i dont know if its the same as liking in a romantic way. i also ordered hair extensions in a lot of colors. i might make another post. see you