Day 1 (Love)

I am scared to say the least, I like someone a lot. They probably don't like me but that's fine, I still can be their friend...Right?

Being a Demisexual is hard because you feel like no one understands your situation like No I won't go out with you! I don't even know you!!! It also makes it easier for my friendships to burn up in flames because I just so happened to like someone in said friend group :P

I kind of wish that I wasn't like this but at the same time, this kind of makes me understand people's feelings more which makes me a good marriage council for some of my friend's relationships.

I've only been in one relationship, and it was meh. He treated his ex like his girlfriend more than his actual girlfriend. Always buying her gifts, sharing food, being tight knit with one another. I got nothing out of that relationship when it ended, not a plushy, not a heartfelt card, not even a flower.

All I got was his Pokémon card collection that he didn't want. He offered it to everyone, and no one wanted them, so I just took it! I still have the cards, but it wasn't some of the common cards, no, it was some rainbow rare, full arts, and even the golden cards from the XY series!

Anyways, I just want to make my current crush happy, and I don't want to ruin my current friendship with them but eh when worst comes to worst, I will just confess and get it over with it. If they reject me, I will cry and if they don't then Hooray!

Also I don't really need advice, If you give me advice then I won't follow it :|

- Weird0reo out!