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So, where do i even start
I might just start crazy, so uh
i still talk to my ex who cheated on me with several girls (not like that talking- we've broken up ofc but ik its weird), and usually we'd just chat about life a couple times a week.
And like, i dont like him anymore which is good, i dont want to date him and wouldn't want to again. which is good! the breakup i was going a bit crazy and being stupid. but anyways,
Most of his life updates would be how all these girls want to date him and are crushing him and into him, and he'd tell me he wants to stay single and doesnt want any girl. ofc im not believing this i fully know he's probably flirting with girls, he was a chronic liar when we dated.
but like, seeing him on dating apps and him telling me recently he has a crush on a girl suddenly makes me feel... eugh yknow? like id rather not know.
and im thinking i should probably cut him off which should have been a thing to do immediately but for me it helps to talk a bit after so its more so we slowly separate instead of all of the sudden we breakup and its like someone i loved died.
thing is we have like almost a 400 day streak on snap.... im willing to let the tiktok streak go cause who cares abt tiktok streaks.
idk what to do really, we seem pretty chill but idk if he'd care if i block him, or maybe i should just stop texting in general? i sometimes start convos and he sometimes starts them so i might just not text and only reply if he texts me about something
if he brings up girls again tho i might just say i dont wanna hear abt it cause its weird since we used to date
i think him cheating really messed me up too, cause now if i ever even hear about the topic of cheating i like practically want to kms on the spot, and the way he got cheated on and then did the same to me after telling me how depressed it made him? hypocrite much? this is gonna sound bad ik but i hope he gets cheated on again and again, cause if you cheat on someone you dont deserve love for a long longggg while after.
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モウンタイン
I feel you vro, I've had similar experiences with an ex-girlfriend. Don't know what the fuck was going through my head when I kept going back to her after she would cheat on me with a bunch of dudes and even girls sometimes. We never kissed or did anything together but she was willing to go as far as having sex with other dudes and even getting the people she cheated on me with to try to jump me after school and send me death threats. So uhhhh yeah honestly I would just block brother and not talk to him, but I do get that's something that's reeeeaally hard to do.
omg ?? thats horrible damn
i think its way harder cause he acted like he loved me a lot and like he never acted mean to me even after i found out, but maybe one day i'll block him
by seven *ੈ✩‧₊˚; ; Report
Same man, it's always the same thing with cheaters. Just make sure that when you do block him you know it is or was the best thing to do. Make sure you don't regret blocking him and honestly you should regret it especially after all the shit he did.
(couple years ago ex-girlfriend came back to our school for like half a semester and the whole time in math class she would like sexually assault me by like trying to massage me while giggling... veeeerrryyyy uncomfortable... her nails did not feel good and on top of that bro needs to improve her massage game. Feel bad for her new boyfriend lmaoo)
by モウンタイン; ; Report
eugh creepy...!!!! the nails make it worse 100%
trying to add you but i cant press ur add friend button 3:
u should send me a friend rq.........
by seven *ੈ✩‧₊˚; ; Report
Lol I got ya! ^_^
by モウンタイン; ; Report