whos online and who need me

who am i kidging noone need me im a stupid swamp bog pig who eat sand and shits out glass nobody need me in their stupid part and play life fml all im good for is unraveling blankets one string at a time with my teeth nobody under the big blue sky want me or fuck with me ive written a book length novel and immediately tossed it in the fire cause noone want to see my pig shit writing i should merge without looking and hit a  single father   i should wrap a bike chain around my neck i should eat worms until they get to my brain

im eating a terrible dirty piece of rotten fruit and my tears are piss yellow going right on my off white sheets because i suck