you ever see someone die?

I've been gone for a while (surprise) and a lot has happened in the period of time I was off. I guess I'm just tryna ease myself back into things, and I wanted to start here. its been a month since it happened and almost every day I've seen them in my dreams. I tend to dream about dead people often, but for some reason this time, this person... it just hit me different. Idk tho...