dreams + skribbl.io soulmate??!

ugh. i have SO many dreams. SO SO MANY. where do i even begin? i want to learn to play the guitar, electric to be specific. i want to better my crocheting skills. i want to watch more movies, animes and series. i want to go on holiday, to Paris to be specific. i want to get a job. i want to live on my own. i want a new clothes. i want to buy dresses. i want to meet new people. i want to adopt a cat. i want to have my own children. i want to explore new music. i want, YOU SEE. I CAN GO ON AND ON. 

but sitting here and just dreaming and wanting isnt enough. i need to work for my dreams. not to get depressing or shit, but sometimes i wonder what my life would be like if my mum was still around. when i look at old videos, photos or reminisce memories, i dont even recognize myself. its like that just never was me. so i cant help but wonder who i wouldve been if she was still around. BUT ANYWAYS...

i swear everyday i remember Fat. yes. his name was Fat. and i met his stupid ass on skribbl.io... CRAZY. but we were bickering for hours. ok, maybe not hours, it was more like 40 minutes. yeah that was until he got kicked out of the server.... BUT WHOEVER HE WAS, I MISS HIM. soulmates im telling you. Fat, if you see this, you were red in colour. my name was Miku and cyan in colour and had stripes. and yes my mouse drawing still had potential. rematch someday?