goodbye.

I honestly can't take life anymore. IDC anymore. 

I'm done. nothing in my life is good. yet I appear to be happy in person and around my online friends. I fake it all tbh. 

every single emotion I do is all a fucking lie. I wish I would relapse on things.

I mean I alr am. I've been struggling with a past ed I got from a focus medication since the seventh grade. have I told anyone. yes. did it help. no. Have I told any of my IRL/online friends.

yes. besides a few 4 obvious reasons. I'm so tired. My weight has dropped passed 80 pounds. and it continues. 

I binge eat. then I don't eat for hours or the whole day. I've turned more pale than I was during the summer. I tan during the summer now I get harshed jokes that I'm a ghost. 

but what gives yk. I'm gonna be gone anyways. 

luv 2 all my OOMFs/platonically/. don't bother messaging me. I'm prob dead or just gonna ghost 4 a while. 

-Robbie/Mikey Batz 

11/11/2024