Blog 1

I hate him so much but something in me can't stop talking to him and it hurts so bad. Why am I so stupid, if I know he's talking to other girls and he's most likely treating them the same as me why can't I leave him. I hate myself so much. Why can't I be normal and just let him go. He's embarrassed to be seen with me and I still find myself to be with him. I hate having to ask to hang out. I hate his stupid friends. I hate when he ignores me. I hate how he ignores me when he's around his friends. I hate his stupid everything.