my page is finished for now :D

damn that was a lot of effort. had to relearn css for like the 50th time but i like my page now. i was gonna add a song to play but i dont rlly know how to do that and i dont wanna use a premade one bc im stubborn. ill figure it out tmrw maybe.

anyway i've got nothing better to do (except sleep bc it's 4:30am but ermm whatever) so here's a little story time from my birthday.

okay so i don't have very strong friendships irl, sometimes they seem strong but then the next day i don't even have the energy to message them so basically i didnt hang out with anyone for my birthday. instead, my nana took me shopping which was rlly nice. this is the first time i've had the ability and motivation to buy some emo looking clothes (check out my tiktok for the outfit :p) so im in a very happy mood now.

however, the day did NOT start off well at all.

when we got to the shopping area of my city the first thing me and my nana did was get mcdonalds. we ordered what we were getting and while we were waiting some guy THREW WATER AT ME... IN THE MIDDLE OF MCDONALDS.

now i dont even know this dude so i can only assume it was some sort of hate crime idk. obviously im emo so that mightve been it, or maybe he was racist idk.

so yeah like maybe my social anxiety is like...valid??? these mfs hate me

😭😭😭😭😭😭

i barely kept it together after that icl... made a pretty pathetic attempt at standing up for myself lmao.