wishing 4 all of this to be over

this week has been so terrible. basically i have had to do my mock gcses (which are an absolute ball ache and a half) ALL THE WHILE NOT KNOWING ABSOLUTELY ANYTHING! i dont actually think im gonna pass a singular subject

i have talked to some cool people this week at my skl though (some of my only friends, girls complementing my hair, etc..) so all in all - things have been awesome i think. 

im going to this like open day thing at my college im going to after the gcse period and i am not looking forward to it (i have to talk to like special needs people that are gonna help me hopefully and ppl in general so)

i also got the best compliment from a girl today she said my hair looked like a womans (swag)

loving life but hating at the same time? will update