life updat4!

been a while! blogging from my laptop this time.. so no fun emoticons. I've been kinda locking us! when I begun the semester I was really locked in, but lately, I find myself ignoring the piling of assignments before me. I cannot wait to get a moment away from college (despite really loving it, silly enough). I fear relationships are beginning to be tested as more and more complexities of life pile into college. I've done a fairly decent job about not oversharing my life (though I've shared more than I initially wanted to, I'm not immune to slip-ups). I've seen some pretty cool things since being here and met some pretty awesome people who really keep me going. one in particular, who I'll address henceforth as A, has been a really awesome light in my life. I've really never gotten close with someone like A and now that I am my eyes have been OPENED! I really do like all my friends here and hope to see them later in life. I find that my 2 or 3 highschool friends have all lost contact with me or vise versa. to be honest, I haven't really made much of an effort whatsoever to stay in touch, so that's on me. But who cares!!! I'm grown now, changed from a year ago when I was still in high school. since I graduated early I feel like I had a little bit more time to mature on my own before starting college and I think it helped. My mom came to visit me lately and asked me "do you even notice how much you've changed?" and well, no. I really don't. but it's cool that it's happening. on another note: I really really really want to go back to japan!! I miss it so much and my time there has been such a talking point for me lately. I wish I had more to share but since I didn't plan much I don't really have much to share. If I go again.. I won't take it forgranted! 

that's all 4 today.. sorry for the delay in updates!